
We have been playng waiting games around here. It has been way over a year since I wrote on this blog. I so enjoyed writing about my family and all the work of my hands, but for a while there it just wasn't feeling right.
Looking back on it, it's pretty easy to see why. No matter how much the parents love each other, blending a family with 5 kids is tough business. Dave and I have almost been married for 2 years now and our family is still by all means a work in progress. There have been enough triumphs to way out number the roadblocks and this is where we can measure our progress and successes.
During this time of defining our roles and establishing our life together I have been completely uninspired to take too many photos or document our life. I guess it feels like such uncharted territory, that my fears of doing it wrong and documenting all our mistakes took over. And there have been plenty of mistakes, but we are all learning and the kids are amazing. Just like with most everything else, if we follow where the kids lead and look at their example of willingness to love unconditionally, anything is possible.
And here now, we find ourselves in another waiting pattern. Any day now we will welcome a 6th child into this family. All the kids are so excited and Dave and I are amazed. We feel so blessed to get this chance to have a child together.
Life is such a gift and so full of surprises. When I look back and forward at all the progress and possibilities I am blown away.

The picture above is the quilt I made for the new little one. Lets hope we get to introduce him soon. His due date is still a week off, but I am so ready and I am not sure his brothers and sisters can wait much longer.
Have a great weekend.